... I'll be fine. I think. As long as my brother doesn't call and tell me to go home. I don't really want to go home tonight.

[He needs time away. He needs time to think. And more importantly he needs the opinion and care of someone he actually trusts. Kouta, while he may be weird and a little irresponsible sometimes, isn't a bad person. And more importantly, he's normal. At least as normal as he's going to get. He doesn't have a reputation, and he doesn't have an agenda. He has to be careful, but he doesn't have to pretend he's aloof or strong when he's not.]