[Why is his throat so tight? And why does he feel worse as Kouta hugs him, not better? He just feels guilty, but he can't tell him. He can't take away Kouta's happiness. He needs him to be happy - he needs someone to help keep him from being so serious. He's good enough at keeping up a mask, but his heart hurts from keeping in his feelings.]
[He hugs his friend tightly, trying to get himself together, but he can't. He needs to be strong for Micchy, but who's going to be strong for him? He's already lost the trust of a few people he's needed. He can't lose his team's, because they're the only ones he has left.]
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[Why is his throat so tight? And why does he feel worse as Kouta hugs him, not better? He just feels guilty, but he can't tell him. He can't take away Kouta's happiness. He needs him to be happy - he needs someone to help keep him from being so serious. He's good enough at keeping up a mask, but his heart hurts from keeping in his feelings.]
[He hugs his friend tightly, trying to get himself together, but he can't. He needs to be strong for Micchy, but who's going to be strong for him? He's already lost the trust of a few people he's needed. He can't lose his team's, because they're the only ones he has left.]