Do you know what you want, or are you trying to figure it out?
[There's the team, of course, but is Mitsuzane truly happy with any of it? It's been so long that Takatora can't remember what he wanted to do when he was younger. He'd always assumed he'd be part of the corporation, knew, expected it, prepared for it, so maybe he had never thought of anything else. The idea that he could have been someone entirely differently baffles him.
Hearing his brother say his name, rather than affectionately referring to him as his brother, makes Takatora tense up again. It really must be a lost cause.]
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[There's the team, of course, but is Mitsuzane truly happy with any of it? It's been so long that Takatora can't remember what he wanted to do when he was younger. He'd always assumed he'd be part of the corporation, knew, expected it, prepared for it, so maybe he had never thought of anything else. The idea that he could have been someone entirely differently baffles him.
Hearing his brother say his name, rather than affectionately referring to him as his brother, makes Takatora tense up again. It really must be a lost cause.]
I won't. I won't die until this reaches its end.